Fear

November 17, 2013 at 1:12am

I've no aims;

time's being spend on fulfilling others wishes;

tears have gone dry

no I more cry ;

Pressures ,pain and disappointments have become a part of my life ;

Pleasures ,gain and enjoyment being put in the third category

or is that I've never tasted them?;

The experience has me bold;

Standing before people who insensitively laugh

and harangue, a part of joy they receive by doing so;

A hapless soul daunting in every step taken;

A spark of light which usually evinces an element of motivation 

is conspicuously inconspicuous .

the sensitive intimacy is long lost with the beguiling time;

now only left with a dollar and a dime;

kept murmuring about the day where all these would just turn out to be a nightmare

in a tone inaudible to myself, a fear that haunts me, cast -

a spell on me to forbid the return to my past;

Feared that this would happen;

feared that this would take place;

Youth , time and energy spent in the neighboring of fear;

never did I reach my goal by one simple endeavor.

                                                                                              - KANNY