It is sometimes hard to give away what is the most important to you in your life, as if, it concerned you little. You may pretend that it is simply a matter too trivial to you, but the ocean of emotions raging inside you, against your decision to give away. You fight hard. Battle them with perseverance, taming them with logic and rationality, which you seem right for you at that moment. Not realizing that the pain of losing it will come like a searing heat, causing blisters over your soul, longing for its return.